Sorry my dear blog, forgot the password so din blog for the past few days. Today's entry will b longer as compensation ya?

PHS!! I miss diz place so much. The dearest parade square is where so many things happen. For eg. the guys forming 'MENG', Sam Lim making mi stand when i got torned socks, dozing off during devotion, last min study before exams, DRILL for hrs in the sun, standing for hrs during parade.. .. n the list goes on..

I mean, now that i leave, there's so many things i miss abt the school. Especially since it's a new sch wif proper facilities. N this trait is seriously lacking in YJC. Many thanks to huifeng for sending mi those photos man.

Life continues to worsen as time drags on. It's homework aft homework on top of those WEEKLY tests la. And i seriously have no idea why my class is dismissed so late. Much later than all my friends despite havin abt the same subject combination. That suck man, lyk that school dismiss us at 5 pm n expect homework to b handed in the next day. IS THERE NO JUSTICE IN DIZ WORLD??

Tennis is darn slack as usual cuz it rained yesterday and guess what?? Cuz of the rain, the teacher dismiss us. I mean, you can see other sports CCA doin PT in school la, running up and down the school and what abt tennis?? ANS: Oh, we're dismiss cuz of the rain. Ah nor told mi that though we already handed in the CCA withdrawal form, we(hf n I) may not actually get into tennis cuz there are more ppl who handed in the form before us. Thinking abt it, it may not be such a bad thing after all. Since there's absolutely no challenge there.

Having new friends now made me forget some of my older friends. That made mi feel so guilty. Ah nor is still hanging out wif Joyce n gang and i'm always wif my current classmates. No wonder so many misunderstandings arised. Haiz. Is life gonna get any worse for me?? Talking abt this, i realised i'm drifting apart from my orientation friends too. Though we'll still say 'hi' and all that when we met, but there's a gap seperating us. That's really sad.

On a lighter note, the new n improved SIMIN is a success!! I dun sleep in class anymore and that helped me to understand so much more concepts. However i'm having a hard time during chinese la, the teacher talks too fast and the text is BORING. I'm really glad my maths teacher is Mr Tan. Everyone says he's GREAT n i diin believe it. But oh man, he's FANTASTIC! I mean, even huifeng says so. N i'm the maths rep =)

I miss everyone, it's almost lyk my heart is asking mi "what the hell am i doin wif my life??" I dunno. JC is definitely not the best option for mi, but sometimes i may be wrong right? After all, i'm not God.

As the release of the 'o' lvl's results draw nearer, i'm getting more n more indecisive wif the path i'll take. Mayb coming to a JC really isn't such a gd idea anymore. See what propaganda does to you??

But i'm sure, no matter what's coming, i'll be ready! Must face my life wif confidence!! Life's obstacle, here i come!

writtern @10:38 AM